Known

I love the fact that God knew me and loved me at the beginning of time. I love the fact that God knows me and loves me the way I am today. I love the fact that He knows me and loves me tomorrow. Right now I am amazed that God knew that I would fall in love with Dru. I can see Him through her and through our relationship. Pastor says all the time that we will find the fullness of marriage when we passionately seek God's Will. Things are just flowing well with Dru and I and we are learning to live with each other and learning to appreciate one another. I still leave my crap everywhere but I'm working on it. I want to know the fullness of marriage with her. I want to know the fullness of parenting with her. I am so glad that God provided her for me. I am not worthy of her. I will never be able to love her enough. But I sure as hell am going to try.

Blessings

My focus has been on readying myself for what God has for me. 

Who am I and why do You know me? And love me?

God is teaching me to worship in truth. He is blessing my wife and I beyond belief and He is making it easy to praise Him in these times of feast. Our prayer is that He does not let us close our grasps around these gifts and that we will be able to praise Him in the times of famine. 

HE HAS TO BE ENOUGH!!

God is still teaching me how to love Dru. She is so beautiful and I don't deserve her. And to see her love for God makes me fall again and again.

My prayer is that God will continue to grow Layla and she will be healthy. And for the Helms. Protect Aaron Helm as he is deployed to Iraq and has to leave his lovely wife Jennifer and two beautiful little girls. Be their provider. Help them translate to their daughters why their dad has to go. Help them understand.

God, let me glorify You in all that I do.