Known

I love the fact that God knew me and loved me at the beginning of time. I love the fact that God knows me and loves me the way I am today. I love the fact that He knows me and loves me tomorrow. Right now I am amazed that God knew that I would fall in love with Dru. I can see Him through her and through our relationship. Pastor says all the time that we will find the fullness of marriage when we passionately seek God's Will. Things are just flowing well with Dru and I and we are learning to live with each other and learning to appreciate one another. I still leave my crap everywhere but I'm working on it. I want to know the fullness of marriage with her. I want to know the fullness of parenting with her. I am so glad that God provided her for me. I am not worthy of her. I will never be able to love her enough. But I sure as hell am going to try.